BY YANG FUDONG FOR PRADA
Mar 29, 2010
Mar 28, 2010
Sukkar banat سكر بنات
Just watched this arabic film called caramel directed by Nadine Labaki its amazinnnng i loved it!!!
have a look at the trailer
xox
Mar 25, 2010
The Art of Reflection
..... its about 1:59am and im listening to busta rhymes when disaster strikes album.
I've just got back from uni and i cant sleep because i'm stressed out not to mention i am a serial insomniac, my stress levels are to the point were my chest is hurting and ive had constant tension headaches.
Like at first i thought it will go away but its been hurting me since about monday or so....
Since the beginning of the year things have been extremely fucked up for me and people think i am just being emotional for the sake of being emotional however... i am grateful that i am alive and well, there are people who dont even have food to eat or water to drink and i have the things at my dispense but at the same time im human and i need TIME OUT.
Anyone who knows me knows that i am a very happy person i am and have always been the life and soul of any party/gathering whatever. As of lately i have been feeling like im 'surrounded by many yet still alone'...Im not someone who expresses themselves much or an emotionally needy person but for the first time in life i can say that, that saying applies to me. Starting with one of my closet friend she has just got married and had a baby recently i don't get to speak to her as much and i have found her to be quiet influential in my life.... since shes been married its been hard enough to talk to her but now since baby has arrived its more or less been impossible to speak to her and all my other besties are more or less out there tryna get there own life on.
Obviously I know i have friends and family out there that really care about me and stuff but for some reason i just feel like i need to draw my self away from people..... and regain consciousness of what i really need in life
where am i really going?
what do i need to do?
In all of my 22 years i've never felt so out of sync with my self both emotionally and physically. Is this the transition of going from girl to woman? im not sure .....Life seems to be going from bad to worse... and i guess the best is yet to come how fun would life be if everything came instantly on time as you want when you want it?
I have to admit that the events of this week did not help the state of mind im in right now either... i am still finding it very difficult to talk about, but this chapter in my life needed to expire and i just need to move on there is a saying 'with hardship comes ease' and i of all people know that this is true however... this person has taken something away from me and there is no way I'm getting it back and i just have to pick my pieces up and move on.
there are times when i feel like asking God if i've done something wrong or is it just me putting myself in dumb situations with out the guidance of God ......I dont know either way the moral of the story is i need time out from
I've just got back from uni and i cant sleep because i'm stressed out not to mention i am a serial insomniac, my stress levels are to the point were my chest is hurting and ive had constant tension headaches.
Like at first i thought it will go away but its been hurting me since about monday or so....
Since the beginning of the year things have been extremely fucked up for me and people think i am just being emotional for the sake of being emotional however... i am grateful that i am alive and well, there are people who dont even have food to eat or water to drink and i have the things at my dispense but at the same time im human and i need TIME OUT.
Anyone who knows me knows that i am a very happy person i am and have always been the life and soul of any party/gathering whatever. As of lately i have been feeling like im 'surrounded by many yet still alone'...Im not someone who expresses themselves much or an emotionally needy person but for the first time in life i can say that, that saying applies to me. Starting with one of my closet friend she has just got married and had a baby recently i don't get to speak to her as much and i have found her to be quiet influential in my life.... since shes been married its been hard enough to talk to her but now since baby has arrived its more or less been impossible to speak to her and all my other besties are more or less out there tryna get there own life on.
Obviously I know i have friends and family out there that really care about me and stuff but for some reason i just feel like i need to draw my self away from people..... and regain consciousness of what i really need in life
where am i really going?
what do i need to do?
In all of my 22 years i've never felt so out of sync with my self both emotionally and physically. Is this the transition of going from girl to woman? im not sure .....Life seems to be going from bad to worse... and i guess the best is yet to come how fun would life be if everything came instantly on time as you want when you want it?
I have to admit that the events of this week did not help the state of mind im in right now either... i am still finding it very difficult to talk about, but this chapter in my life needed to expire and i just need to move on there is a saying 'with hardship comes ease' and i of all people know that this is true however... this person has taken something away from me and there is no way I'm getting it back and i just have to pick my pieces up and move on.
there are times when i feel like asking God if i've done something wrong or is it just me putting myself in dumb situations with out the guidance of God ......I dont know either way the moral of the story is i need time out from
- My environment
- Work
- The people i hang out with
- School
- my social network
Mar 24, 2010
Mar 21, 2010
Cannn you feel the love tooonight!!!
Gosh.. ive been feeling really emotionally and under the weather and stuff.... basically someone has ice skated on my heart crushed it blood and all'...**deep sigh** i dont wana talk about it to cut a long story short Leeann and Flo came on ichat to cheer me up!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Mar 19, 2010
Mar 18, 2010
Mar 14, 2010
Fela Kuti 1971
The sounds of fela kuti one of the MANNNNY reason i am proud to be of nigeria yoruba heritagee!! check out the girls shaking there thang!!
Mar 10, 2010
Alexander McQueen AW10
Alexander McQueens the last collection before he passed..... im speechless theres no words i can use to describe this collection. May he rest in complete and utter peace
Mar 9, 2010
Red Velvet Cupcake
[ extreme orgasm face]
I cant stop thinking about these babies, i blame Zezi Ifore we did evening cupcaking in selfridges one day last week and now i cant stop thinking about these cakes im hooked on the fuckers !!!! Best believe i went to selfridges on sunday and tried to get a slice and one fat ass bitch took the last one i was soooo UPSET! Who needs men when you got a whole red velvet cake to yourself.
Aaaargh gimmeh gimmeeeeh!
When Tribal meets fetish
Ann Demeulemeester aw10
I'll have all that in a size 10/12 please and thank you xx
Mar 8, 2010
Mar 7, 2010
Market Place
Yeh so it was my mate tobi's 23rd birthday!!! it was fun!! i bought him champagne he threw up end of story!!
Tobi offthewall took the pics [below].. have a look at his blog and the rest of the cocaine kids click here
Mar 5, 2010
I've Lost The Use Of My Heart But I'm Still Alive
I have to say this video is the most visually inspiring video of the year for me, the sepia tones and just the general colour use is soooooooo amazing. Im happy sade is back doing what she does best watch the video here.
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